How do I deal with the heartache/jelousy?

I used to love Macaulay Culkin, but ever since he went out with Mila kunis, its been KILLLINg me inside. I KNOW Id never get him. But shes always miss beautiful and perfect and it KILLS me. I wish I had the money to fix myself so I could be beautiful. But theres always limitations when youre poor, movie stars are always better looking than you, even if you have potential, you cant compete with a celeb, and it KILLS me on the inside. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO jelous it really kills me. Does anyone feel like this sometimes?