Ok, i think im gay wats your thought?

Im currently on steroids and my pp is getting smaller. Anyway i have been staring at my neighbors bathroom with my binocs. LOoking at his muscular wet willie body.(he is 43) but I have had a wife for 3 years until a tradgic stabbing happened while she was sleeping. Now im wanting to get back in the game. but theres1 problem i think i want to ask my neighbor. Could it be the steroids.